This site is dedicated to furthering the vision of SHEMATRIX

To ignite global awareness
of the mysterious interconnectedness of all life
and to cherish each individual as a gateway to infinite possibility.

It needs to be said, right here, right now, that whatever can be said about this work, isn't true. It is entering the realm of mystery, the unknowable, the infinite and any attempt to define it or name it will necessarily fail. It is beyond the realm of language and logic. We do humbly offer, however, our experience of the embodiment of mystery as the deepest source of nourishment for the human soul and in whose mad embrace, life is truly worth living.
We recognise the lack, in our culture, of ritual forms of initiation that honour the mystery of life and its cycles. In manifesting the vision of SHEMATRIX, our intention is to create vehicles where each individual may claim their birthright as an awakened, divine being, living an authentic life, free from suffering, in respectful cooperation with the Earth and all it's creatures. This ritual acknowledgment of who we truly are as precious and unique individuals, co-creating a conscious global community has profound psychic effect, and we wish as many people as possible to receive this sacred transmission of validation, acceptance and compassion for our human condition.
This is nothing new. It is at the core of all spiritual inquiry and echoes the teachings of all great lineages. It requires the courage to face yourself and ask, Who are you when all else falls away? Who is here, always present when no-body, no-thing, no circumstance can distract you? A whispering from your soul, in a thousand different languages...here, here. Yes, She is here, welcoming, constant, waiting for you to rest deeply back, down into the undeniable truth of your being. She is all things, she is YOU. What is unique in this path, is the undeniable, deeply felt, bodily connection with this essence and the absolute recognition that nothing is separate from the divine. It can be a deep integration of wisdom on all levels within the being.
This is the territory of the Sacred Feminine. Not separate from the masculine, but as SHE who is present before all form, who is the mysterious life-force that gives birth to all male and female forms and the SHE who is both creator and destroyer of all life. While this essence is inherently beyond all duality, or separation, it has become apparent that men and women access this mystery in unique ways. To honour these differences, we have created a form of Initiation for the women known as THE GIFT - A Woman's Rite to HerSelf and for the men it is called THE GRAIL - A Hero's Quest to the Self.

This work is not 'therapy' or a 'fixing what's wrong', but rather a deep exploration into the core of your being. A journey of the spirit. An awakening or remembrance of our divine nature. It is an extraordinarily powerful Rite of Passage. Each journey happens over 3 days, in an intimate circle of 21. It takes courage, and a willingness to let go of old ideas of who you think you are, what you are capable of and what you are here to do. If you are ready to be humbled, it may be the time for your remembering.